My 100th post!!!!

1. When do you feel happiest?
When all elements come together. When a perfect song is playing while I'm walking or I'm reading positive comments on this lovely blog :) or I'm seeing something new and beautiful or I'm reading in my bed with the sun gently hitting me.

2. How do you take care of yourself?
I've been slacking a bit lately in some aspects and really excelling in others. I've been challenging myself, keeping my diet vegetarian, keeping my mind full of new knowledge, surrounding myself with positive people, or at least funny people. Keeping people around that believe in me even when I don't believe in myself.

3. Are you internally (by yourself) or externally (by others) motivated?
Generally I'm externally motivated by people telling me I won't do something or shouldn't. (unless of course they have a really good reason as to why I shouldn't)

4. What do you do for fun?
Read, listen to music, drive around, shop (Really need to stop that one), read blogs, go to roller derbys, watch movies, make blankets, make collages, laugh with friends anywhere and everywhere doing anything and everything

5. What intimidates you?
unfortunately more things and people than I care to admit. The future is the biggest intimidator though.

6. What is something you're proud of?
Getting my head back on track, growing as a person, becoming more mature in how I handle all sorts of relationships, rebuilding bridges I did my best to burn in moments of intense anger

7. Finish this sentence. I never _____________.
want to feel insignificant to someone that means the world to me.

8. Favorite vacation spot.
Argentina

9. Today is a (rate from 1 - 10).
5 but it's going to get better

10. Finish this sentence. If you knew me really well you'd know__________________.
oh goodness, so many things, but you'd know that while I swear I'm never having babies I have quite a motherly personality.


image from We Heart It

Found on We Heart It

Turns out I'm a nutter.
The boy I was so sad over isn't ignoring me or disappearing from my life early.
Miscommunication and awful timing.

I feel a lot better today. For so many reasons, the main one being getting in contact with someone I thought I wasn't going to get to talk to again.
Also, almost got in an accident but DIDN'T! Thank goodness. Slammed on my breaks which normally makes my car do this skipping thing but they changed the brake hose so it was better... THEN sped by a motorcycle cop who miraculously didn't chase after me and THEN sped (though not quite as high over the speed limit) past another motorcycle cop. I'm pretty sure they were teaming up for a win or two but somehow I came out without a ticket.

Phew.

I canNOT afford a ticket right now. I mean, I can't ever but really just can't at all right now.

Lastly, I have a semi new obsession with toy cameras. LOVE THEM, next acquisition will be a white Holga I think. Maybe a black one but I already have a black camera. :)

<3

A kiss with a fist is better than none

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Well I've spent a good portion of today sleeping thus far. Let's be honest, I've only left my perch on my bed to run downstairs and see if my roommate had felt the earthquake. He hadn't. Oh well. I read twitter just to feel a little blue about not having a Valentine then I just realized what my whole day consisted of yesterday and I realized that feeling down was not necessary.

Yesterday was lovely. I finally got to seeing Dear John. Wonderful. Amanda Seyfried is gorgeous and so is her voice. Oh my goodness. Lady can sing and it looks like she can also play guitar. Beautiful.

I teared up but none spilled over. I was shocked. I then realized that I have this way of trying to be tough with guys and it made a little more sense.

I hope you all are having a marvelous Valentine's Day filled with fun and love. Single or not. Let's not do the SAD: Single Awareness Day, I'm making a huge effort not to. I think it will make my life a little more positive. :)

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The post definitely brightened my day.


Love love love

Love this picture

I think I found this on We Heart It

Someday I'll blog about this. But for now I think it just is what it is. Or maybe that's what it has always been. Life just is as it is. 1st day of 2010. My my my what a year this is going to be. I'm going to be okay. This I know. And I'm going to be happy.