Sporadic cleaning

Relationships of every kind are so complicated and so simple at the same time. They are always filled with wants. Always. I want someone to stay my friend and not give in to the temptation of a momentary lust. I want people to think before they leap when it comes to things that will affect me. I want people to notice I am angry when I am and admit that they are wrong and foolish. I want, I want, I want.
I go through a plethora of emotions in a matter of 24 hours about a relationship or two. Neither of which involve me romantically. I see romantic relationships second to friendship. But I think I am one of the only ones who actually lives by that though. Others don't think it through past what is right in front of their face. They are unaware that their actions may affect those around them. How I am not sure, but it happens.

I don't want to dwell on this I just had to get it out. I finished Eat Pray Love about ten minutes ago. It is a piece of writing that kept inspiring me the whole way through. I was continually inspired to quit my medication and to finally make the commitment to my own mental health. That is not going to be easy however. Simple yes, but not easy.


Simple vs easy. Always a hard lesson to learn.