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This is how I feel this week. In the middle of a rush not wanting to go anywhere or do anything. I have wanted to crawl back into bed Monday through today in hopes that I'll feel better after 10+ hours of sleep. I'm sad, it's no secret.

I let someone in and they decided they didn't want to stay. I very, very rarely let people in. I don't know if I did something wrong or if it's just circumstance but it hurts and I don't like it.

I saw Dear John again last night, that certainly didn't help but it let me cry. I want to take a mental health day. Go back to sleep and forget things exist for a bit.

Sorry this isn't as cheery as normal, I'll be back with normal updates soon.

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I might be a tad over emotional today because my head hurts and it's rainy but when I saw the cover of this magazine I wanted to cry. I wanted to cry for girls that think they aren't good enough. She was beautiful and amazing before she got any surgery. She looked like a plastic doll the first round and now I just don't even know what she looks like.
I get it, she was made fun of as a kid and on tv, but why don't you work on your mind and not your body. See a counselor. Know that your husband (whom I absolutely detest but that's a different story) chose to be with you before you changed.
People are making fun of her now. How is this different? We all need to work on our lasting childhood insecurities.

This just makes me so sad. She's completely unrecognizable. Love what you've got.