Never get to sleep on time

Slept a lot this morning/afternoon. I think I forced myself to get up at 2pm but I'm not quite sure. After finally getting out of bed I made some calls and made a teenie, tiny bit of progress on the whole car nightmare.

After dealing with insurance guys and police voice mails I decided to be a bit productive and took myself down to the grocery store in my guy roommate's big ol' truck. I was scared at first but I made it there and back with no scares. Tomorrow is the real test with the freeway and all but somehow I know I will be fine. It must be funny to see lil' ol' me in the driver seat of that truck though. I think I get lost in it a bit.

I for once in a long time made dinner (first meal of my day), I decided on spaghetti with veggie prego sauce, onions, mushrooms and smart grounds fake meat. It was delicious and so was the Diet Coke I had with it. I then sat down to watch Going the Distance which is definitely one of my favorite movies and did a little online craigslist work that I have been putting off for weeks. Sigh, glad that's done for the next 7 days.

After craigslist I started on my fun to-do's and made a couple of squares for my blue and pink blanket. I think I'm halfway done with the squares and I'm really excited about that. Really, really excited. I watched a recorded SNL from this weekend, then the fam came home and we watched as little Seb stood by himself trying desperately to keep balance. It's some sort of magical being a part of these milestones. I'm still no where near wanting a baby but it means so much to me to be a part of his life. I wasn't ready to be amazed by a child's first anything when my siblings' went through their first years.

I finished my few squares watching Gossip Girl and then retreated to my bedroom to collect some pictures I have taken so that I can put together a portfolio with the lady of the house. Both her and O have been sooooooo helpful and great to me. I'm constantly surprised and thankful for everything they've done and keep doing for me. Moving here was truely a step in the right direction.

I had said to myself that I was not to stay up past 12 but look at me, seeing 2:30 am yet again. Waking up tomorrow is going to be painful, but that's what I get.

Now that I've typed it all out I don't think I was AS productive as I could have been but thankfully I did complete some tasks and tomorrow is another day.

and here I shall leave you with a very old picture I took of myself...

goodnight moon